IS - I am very glad you are enjoying your S right now. I can understand the anxiety creeping in as Friday gets closer. You still have a couple more days, so concentrate on that for now. Continue to enjoy your S. One day at a time now.
I think a lot of us here understand the emotional connection doesn't just happen all the time. It's something we have to work at. A lot here also have spouses that feel the emotional connection just happens without effort.