Boy, just when I thought things might be getting a little bit easier for me- feeling like I might come out okay. I have a day like today. I want to call and scream at him and tell him what he has done to me and kids. And, thet he will regret this one day. He better anyway.!!!! But, i won't do that. Anyway, I am just so sad. I knew it was coming but gee thought I should be a little relieved instead of this.
