hey lucky -- I just posted on your thread! Yes, I think I'm with you on that -- the shock hasn't gone down any. I have good moments -- but that's what they are - moments. I keep finding myself struggling to claw my way out of the depths and to keep myself from feeling like a victim of a WAS who has become a total alien!!! It's maddening and the worst thing I've ever gone through----easily.


Me (f): 45
W(f) 35
T: 13 y
C: S4 adopted at birth
6-18-11 bomb: I want to break up
8-28-11 OW confirmed