It's 2:00 am and I can't sleep. I'm just so sad right now. She was my friend, someone I talked to almost daily. Someone who would phone to see how my day was. Someone who would text me things in Tagalog like "I love to make you laugh", someone I cared for. She says she wants to be my friend and, sadly, she means it. I told her I don't think I can do that. I'm hating every minute of this...but at least I'm having tears now, letting out more than just anger. I'm so sad.
