dang, rent some comedies or read some light hearted books ASAP!
Lighten things up as far as the "surroundings" and or your demeanor.
I am not saying to be a doormat at all,
but as far as the "mood" you set, don't let it be a downer or an angry one around HIM. IF he does something that is hurtful you can react to THAT in the moment...
but for your outlook generally, (for him AND FOR YOU),
you have got to be more hopeful and upbeat and believing in YOU...
Okay? Can you try to do that? Remember that dancer within?
Go get her back! She is still YOU. Do you get that?
Wishing you strength CT...big time.
((( )))
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016