Earlier, h said some things at mc that I was not expecting.
He said that there is still a part of him in love with me, and that he loves me for many other things too. He said he feels sentimental about our past and wishes he felt the same.
Then he said that he felt conflicted right now. He wants to be free, and at the same time, he doesn't want to lose me.
I wasn't expecting to hear this, because he has been so adamant about wanting to leave. He's had tantrums over this, and has sometimes mentioned it on a daily basis. Whenever I tell him that he is free to go, he would never go and I didn't understand that either.
I could see that he is in a lot of pain, very conflicted. He cried and said that part of him wants to stay but he feels a force that is pulling him away from me.
He also talked about how he wants to have more freedom to do things if he stayed with me. This I don't understand because I have never told him he can't do anything. I guess that is the mlc talking..
I'm still working on gal, trying to keep a positive attitude, be less clingy, work on me... and I think he's seeing it,well, hopefully.
