God I have f'd up.
I've wrecked my M, my life, any chance of reconciling with my W, my future, chance to have a family with her, my happiness - everything.
My life is a complete mess.


M 35
W 31
Separated 2/2011 but still together
Ended it 4/2011
Together 8 yrs
Married 3.5 yrs
Lawyers involved 6/2011