Wife no longer in love with me - Part 3

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I know, I stuffed up majorly. I am an absolute idiot.
She knows I don't want this, she is calling all the shots. I have no say in what happens to my M.

I don't normally contact her anymore. I am just going through a tougher time than usual and the reality of this being over is sinking in. I feel so desperate to beg and plead her to reconsider, to give me a chance, to see what we had. It's all wrong. I know it.