Well SFO, MM blew me off again this weekend. I gave her a couple of options that we could do and she couldn't make it for any of them and had no alternative suggestions for maybe the next weekend. It did not feel good. Last week she passed too, which I understood. So, I've been backing off this week at the advice of friends. No FB, no texting, no phone calls...I just don't see the point in continuing to get more attached to someone who doesn't have the time or whatever. Her work schedule makes it so difficult as is but if other things are also more important than even a quick lunch with me on a Saturday,well, what's the point. I just sent her a message tonight which I feel better about doing because it's honest. |it's not game playing, waiting for this or that response...and I sure don't want to hang around being avoided and having date requests batted away. That ain't fun! So, this is what wrote: MM, it seems you are very busy these days and don't have time to hang out with me. So, I'm just going to leave this in your hands. If you find your schedule allows for time together then let me know. I don't want to frustrate either of us by continually asking for time you don't have. So, I hope I hear from you soon...I really do!!! I've enjoyed your company, your humour and your friendship. I hope we can continue it, if not then Ignat Ka! Good or bad, it's been done. What will be will be.
