You really need to stop doing that. Contacting her, acting needy is making things worse. It makes you feel bad and pushes her away. Read your message again. It was all about how you felt, how you feel, how her actions make you feel, etc.
What can you do to keep yourself from contacting her?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
