So things just took a complete turn for the worse. For reasons I can't go into, I need to find somewhere to live now. Been living with family, that is not going to be an option much longer. I also have no credit (had great credit at one point, husband #1 defaulted on our mortgage before he refinanced after the divorce, so it went from AAA to the toilet), no job, and no money. Quite frankly, I'm scared.
H has a really bad habit of kicking me when I'm down, and he has stayed true to form. Somehow, he has made this situation about him. I guess thats typical for a narcissist.
Lost, scared, lonely, disillusioned, desperate... how did I end up here? my own fault, no one to blame but me.
