I think you're feelings make a lot of sense under the circumstances.

But you also see that you have alternative ways to look at it, and that is a good thing.

Have an awesome birthday!!! You've certainly grown up a lot this year.

M: 32
W: 29
T: 9 Years
M: 4 Years
I hit rock bottom: 2/11
PA admitted: 4/11
WAW: 5/11
D filed: 6/11
now: Patience, wisdom, and growth - hopefully.