My goals are coming along. Spending lots of time at church with my worship team and in men’s group. Trying to get in better shape and save up to get my place.
My hopes aren’t so much in her returning. I’ve just about accepted that she’s NEVER coming back. And, I think I’m reaching the point that I don’t want her to. I just want for her to realize one day the hell she has put me through.
And about being in their shoes … According to her, she’s never been happier. That’s why Im confused. However, when I see her, she has a blank expression in her face and she walks like she’s constantly upset about something. She pushes my buttons and when I react, she goes crying to her friends about what an a$$hole I am.
Yes, I know! Don’t REACT!
And she’s getting REALLY thin! I mean, back in the day, she used to weight close to 350 lbs.
Lately, she’s been real pushy about me taking the kids more often since OM came into the picture.
The OM situation is VERY weird…
According to my son, he always shows up with some other guy or a group of friends. They play dominoes at the house and OM and his friend are always cooking.
Dude, it’s just plain WEIRD! And I’m really trying to keep my cool when my wife has OM answer her phone.
The Everglades are WAY too close to be pulling stupid stuff like that! LMAO! j/k
Me: 37 W: 37 Married Feb 14 1997 Seperated Thanksgiving weekend 2010 No divorce filed yet 1st born son:13 2nd daughter:9 3rd son:4 Trying hard to detach
