hello ayngl, sorry to hear about your sitch, I am in similar circumstances, it is the worst thing I have ever experienced in my life. Just know that there are other people here on the board pulling for you, hang in there,
Gunny
I am continually amazed at how helpful the people on this board are. Thank you all

m 54
XW 48
m 12
t 14
bomb 6-11
s 10-11
wife moved to other state 10-21-11
d 9-12

O GOD THY SEA IS SO GREAT AND MY BOAT IS SO SMALL!