Nope. Not everyone deserves a second chance. You just feel that way because you feel like the victim. Stop having expectations. You can't "expect" her to feel a certain way any more than she can expect you to do something.
The faster you come to that understanding, the faster you'll be able to figure out what to do.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.