DG, you were frustrated with having no contact of any kind so you reached out just to have some kind of connection. It's something any one of us have done before.
I understand the feeling of wanting to have some kind of direction or at worst, closure. This sense of us just drifting along waiting for our WAS's to wake up is maddening, frustrating and at times, paralyzing.
Unfortunately these probes usually do not yield the results we want. Our WAS's are still completely confused, yet they resist any opportunity to gain clarity.
The loneliness will pass, and you'll be fine. Then it will come back and stay for a few days and pass again. I guess the trick is to just accept it and let it all run its course.
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS