Angel,
For what It's worth, I think u did good by emailing ur h after u felt like u messed up. U r showing yourself that u r committed to changing behavior that u r not happy with. Because these changes r for u.


TAMF
m:41
xh:41
T: 20
M: 15
D: 16
D: 14
Bomb dropped: 7/3/10
separated: 7/15/10
H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11
divorced: 8/26/12