IS, I can not even imagine what you're going through...my heart truly goes out to you. I really hope a L can give you some options, it just seems grossly unfair, not to mention unhealthy for your S.
I never did hear from my H today. Not a word. Even if he wants nothing to do with me, what about our D? Doesn't she even deserve a phone call since we both told her she would see him today??
Sadly, I think I know the 'why', but it just kills me. The last time we spoke, things were positive, and now? I am so sad/angry/disappointed I don't know what to do.