W called and left a message last night. Don't even know if I should call her back. In internal turmoil over whether she really wants to talk to me or thinks she has to. If it is the latter, I don't just want to a checkout item on her list.

I wish I could just turn off my brain sometimes...


H 51, W 46
no kids
T 22 years
M 17 years
ILBNILWY 2/10
1st D talk 6/10
partial recovery
W files D 5/11
long distance separation 8/11
moving forward on D 10/11
legal separation complete 1/2012