Still kicking. Had an OK day, I did do what I intended with D, but found my mind wandering to what H was/is doing. I guess that's par for the course.
I am worried about my D, she really seems to be showing signs of stress with this drama. She told me today she missed her daddy, and I try to minimize it telling her she will see him soon. Her eating habits have changed, she is acting out more and has outbursts of anger she has never had before. Today in the car she asked me if I was sad.... I want to cry just thinking about it, a 3 year old shouldn't be worried if her mommy is sad.
The truth of the matter is that he sees her as long as it doesn't interfere with what he wants to do, and when he does he always has to have someone with him- family members, etc. Why can't he spend some time with her alone?? She shouldn't have to always 'share' him.
*sigh* tomorrow will be a better day, if I keep telling myself that, it will happen...
