So you made it through the first month. Now is when the pain really begins. Took me about 3 weeks for the shock to wear off, then came the pain. In massive tidal waves.
There aren't that many of us that can relate to a spouse moving clear across the country I think it carries with it a very unique pain.
Also a different kind of healing.
Now for the good news...
It is not infinite, it ends or at least in begins to, for me the process has begun but I'm honest enough to acknowledge I'm not there yet.
In everyday there is a positive.
In all the pain there is a lesson.
Words that today mean very little but some day hopefully make sense.