Re. the hormone thing--I agree. I do think the issues are deeper w/my X. I just wondered if he would ever try to talk with me about them. I guess not, and frankly at this time I am not really into the idea anyway.

And I am frustrated with him again. I still have to do 10,000 favors for him before he will acknowledge or do 1 for me. And I realized that dynamic has been that way for a very long time.

But...I do notice that the crazy look is faded. He seems slightly more interested in our D.

Things have continued to go well w/New Guy, who has been very kind and loving. I guess things are moving to a new level now, which is a little scary. I do need to talk with him more because we haven't spoken much about future...but it is a little scary to bring it up, I guess.

I am trying to manage some of my own health issues and take care of D. One thing that is a relief is that it is easier now to take care of her. She can handle some things on her own.


M: 16 years
Bomb 4/07
OW 20s long gone
Divorced 11/09
I remarried New Guy
Cooperative r w/X regarding D