Lucky, like I've said before I'm thinking of you too. Believe me, you're a real person, not just a message board cardboard cutout. I feel for you so much. Thank you for your support also.

Yes, I'm trying my damnd@st to step back from the crazy train. I think my moment of lucidity was in the past couple of days when W said that I hadn't paid half the house for the past 6 years.... WHAT? that is just a blatant LIE and one that is provable.

Then she throws the selfish thing at me after my hearing for so long that I try too hard. Excuse me, but selfish = trying too hard? Hmmmm....I missed that memo.

I look at her and i see the sweetheart i once knew. But then she opens her mouth and morphs into this f'in alien I don't recognize. I really do think it will be better in some ways when she is physically gone from my presence. I get that. But I am grieving for my lost W and the lost love.

Hugs as always my friend Lucky -- sisters in the $hit!! LOL


Me (f): 45
W(f) 35
T: 13 y
C: S4 adopted at birth
6-18-11 bomb: I want to break up
8-28-11 OW confirmed