No i could not make it on my own financially.i was really nervous it was hard to focus on what he was saying cuz i was so nervous. I feel h is a very lost soul and needs help with his spending. even if he came back this would be a major issue that i dont know i could live with especially in this economy we could end up on the street with his addictition. i think he has to hit bottom to change and i dont want that to happen to son and i. i feel like im going to get physically sick over this i have to join a alanon group, i need support for his addictive ways i feel like im going crazy with this stress. i cant control him and i cant cure him.
