It's .. well, it's not funny, is it? But it's interesting - now that I've sort of hit upon what I believe to be the crux of the issue - I am really starting to believe it's not me. I mean. I kept telling myself it wasn't me, but then I'd think "If I'd been more affectionate, if I'd been less demanding, etc etc" - but it wouldn't have mattered.
Anyone who can toss aside a partner of 10 years for someone they met on an internet video game is *broken*. And I didn't break him - he came broken, he just hid it. Once he moved on, he stopped caring about hiding it.
Now I just need to figure out how to avoid him hurting S7 - I think it won't be possible to avoid altogether, but I hope to minimized it.
H: 39, Me: 37 SD: 18, S: 7 M: 9, T: 10 "I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11 Discovered online affair - 7/11