Right now I'm saying it until I believe it. I know my venting and wallowing at the end of the last thread is counterproductive, so in solution based we try something different.

I'm going to work hard on a PMA and GAL. Not just say it, but work on it actively. Keep me in your thoughts please. I think that this time right now is my bottom. It feels like it. But once we hit it, nowhere but up, right?

Me (f): 45
W(f) 35
T: 13 y
C: S4 adopted at birth
6-18-11 bomb: I want to break up
8-28-11 OW confirmed