Girl- his decisions and actions are not a reflection of you, but a reflection of him. He's in his own world right now, not seeing anything around him to realize what he is doing. He has changed, like you said, and is no longer the man you used to know.
I pray for your S's sake that he does what a real man should do.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤