I know I'll be better off without this emotionless person in my life day to day. Still I had to be with her at 2 kids functions last evening and she just looked so good and I really miss being with her. Really being with her. It's really hard to detach.
I in NO way wish to say you don't have a right to feel what you do. However, she married you for a reason and she could be looking at you the same way. Regardless of who ever did what wrong.
However, until you see life away from her AND understand that there is 2 Million more women on this planet, at the least! that LOOK maybe better and actually WANT to be with you and you with them, you will never have her look at you the same way again.
Stay strong and know ALL changes you do, benefit you for the rest of your life.
