Regretful and not sure how to proceed

[In_Shock]

for me this weekend? Been too distraught to even think about that. Nothing sounds fun. Everything sounds like a chore. Even getting up sounds horrible.

She started threatening tonight to take S and leave = 'legally i'm his mom and that is what matters.' HOW DARE SHE?????????????? WHEN I have been there for him all the way through. He is NOT a pawn. She is someone I do not know and i certainly am beginning to feel a deep hatred for on some level. I don't want to....Im torn, but WHO DOES THIS to a 4 year old????? Oh yeah, my alien W.