Regretful and not sure how to proceed

[In_Shock]

WHY oh WHY does it hurt so much? Someone I've lived with and loved for so long telling me I don't care about her or anyone else......????? Yep that's a new one. I've been accused of wearing my heart on my sleeve, of caring too much about strangers, about animals, etc.... NEVER been accused by her or anyone else of NOT caring enough.

This SUKKKKKKS!!! I am so torn --- i know i need to detach, and I know she's being nasty for her own reasons, but this is NOT the person I knew. It's really not.

And I'm TERRIFIED about what will happen with this alien W, OW, and my S. OMG my brain hurts.