I'm Still Here Pt Deux

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Feeling a bit..oh I don't know...down or melancholy tonight.
I'm glad it's friday, I had a hectic day at work and I am glad to be able to unwind. However, it reminds me of yet another weekend without my H.

Our friday nights used to consist of us on the couch, me reading a book and him watching one of his shows or a hockey game or something. I'd usually fall asleep on the couch and he'd wake me up and help me to bed. God I miss those days.

The fact that he is across town, with her just kills me. He is my husband, not hers. Yes, he made the decision to leave and do whatever it is he is doing, so why am I so h*ll bent on trying to fight for our M?

I honestly cannot remember the last night I had a good nights sleep. I finally broke down and bought a sleep aid tonight. I am hoping they will help.

So yeah...that's how I'm doing tonight.