At this point I don't want to think of "what is good enough for me". Definitely we know the situation is not good enough for all of us, but again, how do we solve it? Will running away solve it? I already have the answer from my H for that - he himself knows that him running away from it is not a solution, and so if he can be strong that way, I have to be strong too and tackle this bull by the horns.
Again, thaks you for all the advice regarding my D12. I will separate her issues from that of me and my H from now on, that is one resolve I will really hold on to . I did make that promise to myself before but have broken it, but I just have to keep on trying. because no matter how bad a parent I am, no matter how self destructive, I am the only mom she has and taking myself out of the picture is not an option.
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go
