Regretful and not sure how to proceed

[In_Shock]

yes, jb that is also true. I know I did lose myself in the R. I honestly wonder sometimes who I am without her. Once I can breathe again, I am going to work on continuing my growth and my rediscovery.

I still of course want my family to be intact, but right now is the time to start doing the jb GAL program!! Believe it or not, I actually thought about you on my way to work this am. I think I'm going to buy a bike and start riding. Really. That is one of my goals for the next couple of weeks. I used to bike a lot years ago. I loved it. You are so inspirational - it got me to thinking = exercise, fresh air, GAL- no downside.