I was DB'ing but just discovered an affair

[NTX_Dad]

Thanks for the tips LC... maybe I'll go buy some new cologne at lunch today as you suggested in another post.

I stopped by her apt to pick up our D8 and she invited me in and we sat and talked for a half hour and had a beer. It was really pleasant. Then when I mentioned I was taking our D8 to our favorite pizza place, she asked if she could drop by for an appetizer on her way to her game. Again it was really pleasant.

We've already traded some texts about tonight and we both seem really excited.

The dating (if that what it should be called) has been kind of fun to be honest. Since we aren't seeing each other daily, the dates are full of fun and good conversation. On the other hand, she occasionally mentions something about the future... last night she said once that she doesn't want to ever get married again. I didn't know what to make of that, so I didn't respond.

Interestingly, I am kind of enjoying my time alone right now. The house is completely spotless and I've been doing things I like to do such as going to the gym more, yard work, and enjoying a cigar occasionally on the patio in this wonderful weather we are having.

I'm not sure where this is all heading right now... and most of the time I am not even sure I care one way or the other. I wonder if my Lexapro dosage is too high? LOL