Journaling...

So in talking to H about D's schedule, he tells me he wants us all to do something on Sunday as a family. Normally I would think this was a good thing, but I am struggling with what I think may happen on Saturday with the tickets.

I am trying really hard to focus on my D and I, and I am already making plans for tomorrow but AAARRGGGGHHHH!!! How do I act like it doesn't bother me on Sunday when I feel like I was punched in the stomach??? I know I should completely ignore the event, but knowing it and doing it are two different things.

I'm going back to church on Sunday, praying for support on this....


M 40
H 45
T 6
M 5
D 3
Bomb: 5/2011
S 5/2011