Regretful and not sure how to proceed

[In_Shock]

thanks jb. Yes, I will. I cannot fathom the selfishness of the WAS who drags a tiny child from his stable home. "Oh, we will share him." Dam* it, he's not a puppy. He's my son.

I am always wondering how things can get worse. Need to stop wondering. It just happens. The sadness, the emptiness, the horrible feeling of loss. We've all been through this.

I remember reading someone wrote on here one time that they hadn't read any stories that sounded like the sitch was so serious/bad that it was worth ending a R over. I really really really didn't know what to do --- One of her complaints is that I 'tried too hard'. She can't see that I was trying so hard to please her and make her happy. If I had not cared, I wouldn't have tried........ I'm trying to keep myself together, but I'm not doing well at all right now. Not well at all.

Am going to call L's and see about setting up consultations. No way is she dragging my son through her muck if I can help it at all.