Regretful and not sure how to proceed

[In_Shock]

Lucky, i will remember today that if you can do it (numerous times yet) I can do it. Yes, the OW won't be in my living room anymoe at night. That is a good thing. Im just so afraid my son won't be here either.

Why the he!! are the WAS so selfish???????? SHe has to know this is NOT GOOD FOR HIM! Selfish--- teenage--- behavior.

I feel as if I could hate her right now. Lucky, are you there with me on that? I hate her - i love who she was. I hate what she is doing to us/family -== i love the memories. I have to be a better me 25 -- I know. I am going to try.

I really wish I could figure out the alternate universe thing. A chat in RT would be nice.