Regretful and not sure how to proceed

[In_Shock]

convo was terrible. she reiterated done - nothing but anger for me - i can't be there emotionally. she can't teach me. she's wanting out of the house. share S4. OMG i can't lose him. I need him with me.

My family has fallen apat. i didn't think she would really do this, - says she feels that by living with me she's cheating on OW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF???????????

I am SO horribly sad.