well things took a dramatic turn for the worst. Funny. today i listed good things. one was she has not got an exit strategy. Apparentlly now she does.

I am ABSOLUTELY CRUSHED thought things were going better. I am right back DYING again. OMG I can't do this. She's going to leave.

All my DB flew out the window as she told me again she's done.

can't type now. Gonna take something and sleep. Wish i could sleep the weekend.

Please help.

Me (f): 45
W(f) 35
T: 13 y
C: S4 adopted at birth
6-18-11 bomb: I want to break up
8-28-11 OW confirmed