Beatrice,
Stay the course. Right now, he's emotionally all over the place and until he lands and stays put, he's going to be erratic.

He wants you in the picture, but at arm's length and he sure doesn't want anyone to tell him what he should or shouldn't be doing.

You are doing well...


Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.