My H in the beginning wanted me to sell my house. I was NOT going to do that. I have a nice little home with half of the mortgage paid so far....I would never find a place to rent that would be cheaper than my mortgage. I have great neighbors that help me whenever I need it...right now I wouldnt consider selling. It is however in my H name...but he has agreed to let me live there as long as I want and if I ever do sell he just wants a small percentage.

Its just alot of legal stuff and that all costs money.....

Really I know I am NOT ready for a relationship with anyone, but I still think about it anyway....

My daughter is getting closer and closer to 18 and will be leaving me, which makes me sad....

I think my son is ALOT like me...he doesnt like to think about this stuff cuz it makes him cry or sad....maybe thats why I havent really been dealing with it.


Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10