thank you. Yes, I get it. Pathetic I suppose. It is sooo hard to shake that "we weren't worth it" to him mentality. It is like the meanest, messed up person doesn't even like ME! How uncomprehendable. To me anyway. Like I said in the past-it is the irony of him leaving us! I didn't want to give up. I know it could have been salvagable. That I think is why I waited so long and I do love him. Not who he is now but who I thought I was married to. The countdown is nearing an end. He has just a little over two weeks to respond. Haven't heard a word.
