He constantly tells me he loves me....as he always has. Before bed, before he goes to work, when he comes home....and sometimes before running an errand. And he hugs me...usually close hugs, some lasting awhile...
But...
He is not in love with me Does not feel passion Will not be intimate
I feel glad he still does this, and, its not fake, i can tell that...i just dont understand this behavior and dont know how to react when he acts mean then says i love you. I know...i need to stop rationalizing.
I'm going to take today to pull myself away from him and focus on me and d. I want to be happy today even if he is not.
