Thank you for coming back and posting. I've been thinking about you and your boys and how you're all doing.
We don't have to tell you about the complex and deep emotions that are occurring for all of you. Some of you may be keeping a tight lid on them for fear of how it will affect the others. It's possible your boys may fear you'll leave them, too.
My heart goes out to all of you. This is a tough thing to deal with and getting help in coping will benefit you all.
You are an extraordinary man and father. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.