I would NOT consider myself strong though. I'm just trying to do everything right. I'm sure the "old" me would have responded. Brooklyn, you are right, it is something different. It just feels so damn wrong. To be honest, after hearing Jack and Eric say that they might have caved, I've had second thoughts. I just hope I did the right thing by not responding.
25, that response is awesome. There is no way I'm sending it though!
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Now, if you were to call her, what would you be saying to her?
I'd probably be trying to convince her which is something that she does not want to hear.
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Why would she feel that you wouldnt care? Is there any reason that you need to look into?
Yes, this is valid. She has mentioned a few times that she thought I wouldn't even care if she left. This is partly both of our faults I think. Hers because she never felt good enough for anything or anybody. Mine because I obviously didn't do a good job of showing her what she means to me.
That is it for now. She will be here Friday to pick up S16. I hope to still be at work.
Still fighting the urge to call her......
Tad
Currently: M 56 XW 57 Sons 38,33,31,29
The Sitch: Married 26 years EA w/ OM 9/10 Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary) Sep 12/10 She wants D 1/11 W files 5/11 D final 10/11 XW marries OM 6/13
