Thanks D. I was seeing one and still talk to the pastor etc. I'm not sure that an IC is needed right now, vs. time. I am closing things down, but I'm seeing light at the end of the tunnel as well. I think it's the finality of it really. It is final for me. The period at the end of a long sentence so to speak. (humor)
If it doesn't change in short order however, I will go see the IC again. Thanks for that.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."