Thanks guys

I haven't even thought about a drink actually!!
The damage it has done to my life and family totally puts me off it

I have had no contact with her tonight, other than her answering the phone when I speak to the kids
She sounds socialable and polite,but that's it

I am still angry about her attitude to me and the kids more so, but as the hours go by, I am also sad that the new connection we had has gone!

Even she was upset about that yesterday?
She had told all her family how good things were now this?

I'm still very confused, and I expect she will be a little also?

I have to maintain my boundaries now, no contact and no chats

It's just the kids and that's it

I love this woman with all my heart but I think I have to understand it's over between us now?

It's all very sad