BE CAREFUL DBING

[ninelives]

yes sandi, it has been difficult. Im trying not to feel sorry for myself and get on with the bussiness of living. One of my friends mom's told me that life is for the living. Very good advice in its simplicity.

I have always valued your advice , even when you were swinging 2x4s. I dont check in as much as i used to , but hope to someday to give advice. I do wish i would have been more loving towards her at the end although i felt she didnt really want that till later. She did tell some of her friends that she knew i loved her unconditionally and she knew i always did.
She even mentioned that in her farewell letter.

I do feel that this site is like family. Made soem great connections and continue with them.

You do great work sandi, and help alot of people. You are a good person; the world needs more like you.

In the end, i feel my wife was a good person, just lost her way and didnt know how to get back. I wish she would have just stayed and so did she. I wish i could have that last month to play over again cause i think i could have made a difference.

All i know for sure is that she deserved to live longer to get the help she needed. I will miss her forever..

pete