W and I went to bed at the same time, both reading books until she said goodnight, I turned off my lamp about 10 mins later.
She kept to her side of the bed and I tried to put my arm around her or touch her and there was no response. She could sense something was wrong and asked what - I said, "Your body language doesn't indicate you are happy sharing a bed with me" - her reply "I'm not ready to reach out to you yet", I replied saying "I am sorry this is so difficult for you".
I know I should have kept quiet and this is all minor in the grand scheme of things - not sure how folks manage to lie next to each other and at least not hug or touch while in the same bed.
Anniversary in a couple of weeks - I won't make a big deal out of it, usual pattern is for me to buy a couple of small gifts and either cook a nice dinner, or go out to dinner - will stick to the same pattern.
M47 W45 D10 (Has CP) D7 M12 T14 ILYBINILWY 5/1/11 Asked for seperation 5/10/11 Seriously DBing 7/1/11 W admitted to 2 EA's on 11/3/11. Evidence of PA 11/5/11 - Definite evidence of PA 11/20/11 D - Final 7/11/12
