I'm open to more suggestions on how i need to conduct myself with h...cause really...i havent been thinking straight.
I think this is my last shot with h, and i dont want to blow it. I think he is hanging around hopeful that something will change. He gives me nothing to go on when i ask him what a change would look like. Says he doesnt know...just wants to be free.
I dont think the break down is all my fault...but if i can work at myself and how i'm acting around h...maybe theres a chance for us.
